Had PT yesterday. My friend was carrying me like those bridal style carry and we had to walk around the court. So she was like 42kg, and super skinny. I’m 45kg with a bit a fats so when we were close to finishing, her hand slipped. I fell my butt first on the ground, hitting my tail bone first so badly I was like paralysed there applying pressure on my tail bone so badly. And tears flowed out by itself, fuck I looked so weak. :( I couldn’t even open my eyes but all I hear was “It’s okay, it’s gonna be okay. I’ll carry her. I’ll carry her.” But after that I opened my eyes and I tried to sit up but I can’t cos it was too pain… So I stood the whole PT not being able to sit or do anything. And I felt like a poop. D: So i tried to sit on the bus as my bus trip from school home it like approximately 1 hour? (prolly more.) The whole bus trip I couldn’t relax my butt cos it hurts, but gradually I managed to sit properly… Then i went home, I asked my mum to check my back and there was a fucking big patch of blue-black on the right side of my back and one long line following my spine down. FUGG.
My aim of going for PT is to improve my stamina and feel accomplished, but yesterday was just horrible. But I managed to run 4 rounds without stopping before the fall. :’)
Now all I hope is that I’ll be able to recover by tomorrow for Judo training.